Being Nice

Growing up, I realise everyone who said, "you're so nice to me. You're the only one that being nice to me," will eventually go. At first I thought that it is so special. I feel I have a good place in their heart. But up to this point, I hate that words. it feels like a curse. 

Whenever someone start saying that words, my mind will automatically think, "ahh they're going to go. Soon they will go." I will find myself being all frustrated after that. 

Blaming myself why I'm too kind to this people. I shouldn't let them see this side of me.

But

I found myself do it again everyday. It turns out that they are the one who have a good place in my heart.