We did it.

I caught myself thinking of you again today.

I couldn't help it.

You make me wanted to think of you all day.

I know it's a bad thing.

People will think that I'm too crazy for you.

I don't.

Or maybe I am.

I don't know.

But

I don't want to say it all as a bad thing.

When you come into my mind

I thought the need of me to study hard

To work hard

To keep going and struggle myself

I'm pursuing something you used to want when we're a kid

I'm pursuing your dream

I don't know if your dream have change after all this year we've separated

But I want to keep that in my mind

So that one day, if we ever meet

I have something to talk to you

I would tell you,

"Hey, I'm actually learning something you want to learn."

And I wish you to say,

"That's awesome."

I would like to keep the conversation going

To the never ending talk

I want you to be proud of me

"Yeah, it 's all thanks to you."

"Oh why is it?"

"Because no matter where I am, and no matter where you are, you're the one who make me to keep going."

I would like to say, how those year, the pain of missing you make me want to do better

It's good right?

I want you to be proud of me

I want you to smile at me and pat my head

Saying I'm doing great

Telling me I'm managing myself right because I don't indulge myself in my own feeling

I would like to look you in the eyes

And say,

"I'm proud of you too. We did it. And I made it. Waiting for you."